Fyodor Dostoevsky

the first ones, and then, again, to a dozen of the middle

ciphers, and fall upon them three or four times, and then revert

to a dozen outers; whence, after another couple of rounds, the

ball would again pass to the first figures, strike upon them

once, and then return thrice to the middle series--continuing

thus for an hour and a half, or two hours. One, three, two: one,

three, two. It was all very curious. Again, for the whole of a

day or a morning the red would alternate with the black, but

almost without any order, and from moment to moment, so that

scarcely two consecutive rounds would end upon either the one or

the other. Yet, next day, or, perhaps, the next evening, the red

alone would turn up, and attain a run of over two score, and

continue so for quite a length of time--say, for a whole day. Of

these circumstances the majority were pointed out to me by Mr.

Astley, who stood by the gaming-table the whole morning, yet

never once staked in person.

For myself, I lost all that I had on me, and with great speed.

To begin with, I staked two hundred gulden on " even," and won.

Then I staked the same amount again, and won: and so on some two or

three times. At one moment I must have had in my hands--gathered there

within a space of five minutes--about 4000 gulden. That, of course,

was the proper moment for me to have departed, but there arose in me a

strange sensation as of a challenge to Fate--as of a wish to deal her a

blow on the cheek, and to put out my tongue at her. Accordingly

I set down the largest stake allowed by the rules--namely, 4000

gulden--and lost. Fired by this mishap, I pulled out all the

money left to me, staked it all on the same venture, and--again

lost! Then I rose from the table, feeling as though I were

stupefied. What had happened to me I did not know; but, before

luncheon I told Polina of my losses-- until which time I walked

about the Park.

At luncheon I was as excited as I had been at the meal three

days ago. Mlle. Blanche and the Frenchman were lunching with us,

and it appeared that the former had been to the Casino that

morning, and had seen my exploits there. So now she showed me

more attention when talking to me; while, for his part, the

Frenchman approached me, and asked outright if it had been my

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