Fyodor Dostoevsky

disgust gleamed for a moment in the young man's refined face. He was,

by the way, exceptionally handsome, above the average in height, slim,

well-built, with beautiful dark eyes and dark brown hair. Soon he sank

into deep thought, or more accurately speaking into a complete blankness

of mind; he walked along not observing what was about him and not caring

to observe it. From time to time, he would mutter something, from the

habit of talking to himself, to which he had just confessed. At these

moments he would become conscious that his ideas were sometimes in a

tangle and that he was very weak; for two days he had scarcely tasted

food.

He was so badly dressed that even a man accustomed to shabbiness would

have been ashamed to be seen in the street in such rags. In that quarter

of the town, however, scarcely any shortcoming in dress would have

created surprise. Owing to the proximity of the Hay Market, the number

of establishments of bad character, the preponderance of the trading

and working class population crowded in these streets and alleys in the

heart of Petersburg, types so various were to be seen in the streets

that no figure, however queer, would have caused surprise. But there was

such accumulated bitterness and contempt in the young man's heart, that,

in spite of all the fastidiousness of youth, he minded his rags least

of all in the street. It was a different matter when he met with

acquaintances or with former fellow students, whom, indeed, he disliked

meeting at any time. And yet when a drunken man who, for some unknown

reason, was being taken somewhere in a huge waggon dragged by a heavy

dray horse, suddenly shouted at him as he drove past: "Hey there, German

hatter" bawling at the top of his voice and pointing at him--the young

man stopped suddenly and clutched tremulously at his hat. It was a tall

round hat from Zimmerman's, but completely worn out, rusty with age, all

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