Fyodor Dostoevsky

the wall that it was ten minutes past seven. He had to make haste and at

the same time to go someway round, so as to approach the house from the

other side....

When he had happened to imagine all this beforehand, he had sometimes

thought that he would be very much afraid. But he was not very much

afraid now, was not afraid at all, indeed. His mind was even occupied

by irrelevant matters, but by nothing for long. As he passed the Yusupov

garden, he was deeply absorbed in considering the building of great

fountains, and of their refreshing effect on the atmosphere in all

the squares. By degrees he passed to the conviction that if the summer

garden were extended to the field of Mars, and perhaps joined to the

garden of the Mihailovsky Palace, it would be a splendid thing and a

great benefit to the town. Then he was interested by the question why

in all great towns men are not simply driven by necessity, but in some

peculiar way inclined to live in those parts of the town where there

are no gardens nor fountains; where there is most dirt and smell and all

sorts of nastiness. Then his own walks through the Hay Market came back

to his mind, and for a moment he waked up to reality. "What nonsense!"

he thought, "better think of nothing at all!"

"So probably men led to execution clutch mentally at every object that

meets them on the way," flashed through his mind, but simply flashed,

like lightning; he made haste to dismiss this thought.... And by now

he was near; here was the house, here was the gate. Suddenly a clock

somewhere struck once. "What! can it be half-past seven? Impossible, it

must be fast!"

Luckily for him, everything went well again at the gates. At that very

moment, as though expressly for his benefit, a huge waggon of hay had

just driven in at the gate, completely screening him as he passed under

the gateway, and the waggon had scarcely had time to drive through into

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