Fyodor Dostoevsky

pocket (trying to avoid the streaming body)--the same right-hand pocket

from which she had taken the key on his last visit. He was in full

possession of his faculties, free from confusion or giddiness, but his

hands were still trembling. He remembered afterwards that he had been

particularly collected and careful, trying all the time not to get

smeared with blood.... He pulled out the keys at once, they were all,

as before, in one bunch on a steel ring. He ran at once into the bedroom

with them. It was a very small room with a whole shrine of holy images.

Against the other wall stood a big bed, very clean and covered with

a silk patchwork wadded quilt. Against a third wall was a chest of

drawers. Strange to say, so soon as he began to fit the keys into the

chest, so soon as he heard their jingling, a convulsive shudder passed

over him. He suddenly felt tempted again to give it all up and go

away. But that was only for an instant; it was too late to go back.

He positively smiled at himself, when suddenly another terrifying idea

occurred to his mind. He suddenly fancied that the old woman might be

still alive and might recover her senses. Leaving the keys in the chest,

he ran back to the body, snatched up the axe and lifted it once more

over the old woman, but did not bring it down. There was no doubt that

she was dead. Bending down and examining her again more closely, he saw

clearly that the skull was broken and even battered in on one side. He

was about to feel it with his finger, but drew back his hand and indeed

it was evident without that. Meanwhile there was a perfect pool of

blood. All at once he noticed a string on her neck; he tugged at it, but

the string was strong and did not snap and besides, it was soaked

with blood. He tried to pull it out from the front of the dress, but

something held it and prevented its coming. In his impatience he raised

the axe again to cut the string from above on the body, but did not

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