Fyodor Dostoevsky

little limited, or even simply persons of strong nerves, will not understand

a single atom of it. "Possibly," you will add on your own account

with a grin, "people will not understand it either who have never received

a slap in the face," and in that way you will politely hint to me that I, too,

perhaps, have had the experience of a slap in the face in my life, and so I

speak as one who knows. I bet that you are thinking that. But set your

minds at rest, gentlemen, I have not received a slap in the face, though it

is absolutely a matter of indifference to me what you may think about it.

Possibly, I even regret, myself, that I have given so few slaps in the face

during my life. But enough ... not another word on that subject of such

extreme interest to you.

I will continue calmly concerning persons with strong nerves who do

not understand a certain refinement of enjoyment. Though in certain

circumstances these gentlemen bellow their loudest like bulls, though

this, let us suppose, does them the greatest credit, yet, as I have said

already, confronted with the impossible they subside at once. The impossible

means the stone wall! What stone wall? Why, of course, the laws of

nature, the deductions of natural science, mathematics. As soon as they

prove to you, for instance, that you are descended from a monkey, then it

is no use scowling, accept it for a fact. When they prove to you that in

reality one drop of your own fat must be dearer to you than a hundred

thousand of your fellow-creatures, and that this conclusion is the final

solution of all so-called virtues and duties and all such prejudices and

fancies, then you have just to accept it, there is no help for it, for twice

two is a law of mathematics. Just try refuting it.

"Upon my word, they will shout at you, it is no use protesting: it is a

case of twice two makes four! Nature does not ask your permission, she

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