Fyodor Dostoevsky

the true normal interests of man; with irony he will upbraid the short-

sighted fools who do not understand their own interests, nor the true

significance of virtue; and, within a quarter of an hour, without any

sudden outside provocation, but simply through something inside him

which is stronger than all his interests, he will go off on quite a different

tack--that is, act in direct opposition to what he has just been saying

about himself, in opposition to the laws of reason, in opposition to his

own advantage, in fact in opposition to everything ... I warn you that

my friend is a compound personality and therefore it is difficult to blame

him as an individual. The fact is, gentlemen, it seems there must really

exist something that is dearer to almost every man than his greatest

advantages, or (not to be illogical) there is a most advantageous advantage

(the very one omitted of which we spoke just now) which is more

important and more advantageous than all other advantages, for the sake

of which a man if necessary is ready to act in opposition to all laws; that

is, in opposition to reason, honour, peace, prosperity--in fact, in opposition

to all those excellent and useful things if only he can attain that

fundamental, most advantageous advantage which is dearer to him

than all. "Yes, but it's advantage all the same," you will retort. But excuse

me, I'll make the point clear, and it is not a case of playing upon words.

What matters is, that this advantage is remarkable from the very fact that

it breaks down all our classifications, and continually shatters every

system constructed by lovers of mankind for the benefit of mankind. In

fact, it upsets everything. But before I mention this advantage to you, I

want to compromise myself personally, and therefore I boldly declare

that all these fine systems, all these theories for explaining to mankind

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