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that desire still depends on something we don't know?

You will scream at me (that is, if you condescend to do so) that no one

is touching my free will, that all they are concerned with is that my will

should of itself, of its own free will, coincide with my own normal

interests, with the laws of nature and arithmetic.

Good heavens, gentlemen, what sort of free will is left when we

come to tabulation and arithmetic, when it will all be a case of twice

two make four? Twice two makes four without my will. As if free will

meant that!

IX

Gentlemen, I am joking, and I know myself that my jokes are not

brilliant,but you know one can take everything as a joke. I am, perhaps,

jesting against the grain. Gentlemen, I am tormented by questions;

answer them for me. You, for instance, want to cure men of their old

habits and reform their will in accordance with science and good sense.

But how do you know, not only that it is possible, but also that it is

DESIRABLE to reform man in that way? And what leads you to the conclusion

that man's inclinations NEED reforming? In short, how do you know

that such a reformation will be a benefit to man? And to go to the root of

the matter, why are you so positively convinced that not to act against his

real normal interests guaranteed by the conclusions of reason and arithmetic

is certainly always advantageous for man and must always be a law

for mankind? So far, you know, this is only your supposition. It may be

the law of logic, but not the law of humanity. You think, gentlemen,

perhaps that I am mad? Allow me to defend myself. I agree that man is

pre-eminently a creative animal, predestined to strive consciously for an

object and to engage in engineering--that is, incessantly and eternally to

make new roads, WHEREVER THEY MAY LEAD. But the reason why he wants

sometimes to go off at a tangent may just be that he is PREDESTINED to make

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