Fyodor Dostoevsky

"And how thin you have grown! How you have changed!" added

Zverkov, with a shade of venom in his voice, scanning me and my attire

with a sort of insolent compassion.

"Oh, spare his blushes," cried Ferfitchkin, sniggering.

"My dear sir, allow me to tell you I am not blushing," I broke out at

last; "do you hear? I am dining here, at this cafe, at my own expense, not

at other people's--note that, Mr. Ferfitchkin."

"Wha-at? Isn't every one here dining at his own expense? You would

seem to be ..." Ferfitchkin flew out at me, turning as red as a lobster,

and looking me in the face with fury.

"Tha-at," I answered, feeling I had gone too far, "and I imagine it

would be better to talk of something more intelligent."

"You intend to show off your intelligence, I suppose?"

"Don't disturb yourself, that would be quite out of place here."

"Why are you clacking away like that, my good sir, eh? Have you gone

out of your wits in your office?"

"Enough, gentlemen, enough!" Zverkov cried, authoritatively.

"How stupid it is!" muttered Simonov.

"It really is stupid. We have met here, a company of friends, for a

farewell dinner to a comrade and you carry on an altercation," said

Trudolyubov, rudely addressing himself to me alone. "You invited yourself

to join us, so don't disturb the general harmony."

"Enough, enough!" cried Zverkov. "Give over, gentlemen, it's out of

place. Better let me tell you how I nearly got married the day before

yesterday ...."

And then followed a burlesque narrative of how this gentleman had

almost been married two days before. There was not a word about the

marriage, however, but the story was adorned with generals, colonels and

kammer-junkers, while Zverkov almost took the lead among them. It was

greeted with approving laughter; Ferfitchkin positively squealed.

No one paid any attention to me, and I sat crushed and humiliated.

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